urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mittensnohikari Confessions of a Browncoat Jedi A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away... Mittens no Hikari 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mittensnohikari:12385 On Leadership 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z So I'm a couple days into FOCUS now (the service / orientation program I'm helping to lead this year, after having been a participant last year), and I'm... really wishing it were over.<br /><br />I love the panels. I love the cleanup at the park. I love the service work and the tours of the city.<br /><br />But I can't handle this massive group of people.<br /><br />I don't do well in situations like this... I need one-on-one time, or at least <i>someone</i> I already know. I can't make friends as quickly as I need to here, and it's making this very hard on me.<br /><br />Four more days, I guess. And as much as I love the program... I don't think I'm coming back to it next year.